Wow, it is hard to think that in thirteen days I will be on my way to Europe. Yeah, Rowan and I finally got our plane tickets and EuroRail passes.

The weird thing is I’m sort of in this state were I haven’t done all that much other then work lately. I haven’t even really thought about packing my bags yet, or cleaning up my mess of a place or donating all the clothes I no longer want.

I’m excited to not work for two whole months! It is something I haven’t done since I graduated from school, I’ve always been working no matter how shitty the job is. With 4 days left at Epicult and a few more left for the Zone it seems my days are numbered.

I’ve often get asked what I want to when I get back other then work at the Zone, and I always say “nothing.” I don’t know if I like this work idea all that much these days. I’m sure there is some get rich scheme I can do if I need to make money desperately.

*I just want to keep the adventure alive here, folks. I don’t want to be dull and grey. I don’t want to be like everyone else, I want adventure. I want to write a book, make a movie, a tv show, live in the woods for a while, and who knows what else. *

Enough for now I’m off to bed.

Yesterday Rowan and I bought our plane tickets to Frankfurt for Sept. 8th.

I’ll tell you more later.

You know there is just something about working outside with your hands that makes life a little more bearable when you are down.

I’ve spent the last two days working in Epicures vineyard pruning the pinot noir vines. I love it! I come home smelling like earth and plants, nails filthy, and my sun burnt skin aching. Bu It have to say, it is so nice to move at your own pace and soak up the sun light. You can feel it in your skin and bones.

Lately I’ve wanted to post on my blog a lot, but I’ve decided against some of the things I was going to post. All of this due to you never know who is going to read it. Don’t worry it isn’t about my jobs, my politics, or beliefs. Although I will write about Epicure at some point. Just things that have pissed me off lately.

Now to tend to my burnt skin.

Aloe never felt so good.

I know yesterday I said I’d try and type up something before going to the radio station. I lied I took a nap instead. Prioriities.

Ever feel a lot of anxiety when you start a new job? I sure do, especially when it is one I’ve wanted for a long time. Recently I’ve felt as if one little error could ruin everything.

So tonight I am board-op here at the Zone, and despite a few fuck-ups my anxiety has somewhat subsided. I felt like pulling all my hair out at one point because I was so stressed from those little mess ups.

All seems well now though I’ve gotten the hang of this big old scary soundboard. Fingers crossed I don’t fuck up anymore tonight.

So it goes.

I’ve succumb to boredom. The damn Spice Mine is getting to me.

I’ve been meaning to write something for a while now, but never get to it or articulate it the way I want to. I’m going to try to write something before I go to the radio station tonight.

On the plus side the gallery is now fully functional.

So it goes.